I can't get over this. Everyone knows how much of a huge Madina Lake fan I am. They are tied my first favourite band with Papa Roach.
I feel...numb. School today was just impossible. Everyone around me was so happy, and all I could think about and question was 'Why is the world such a fucking messed up place?' You get someone doing something so amazing and brave, and they get repaid this way. I've felt sick all day, with a knot at the bottom of my stomach.
I've briefly met Matthew and all of Madina Lake, and they are genuinely the nicest guys ever. He's such a kind hearted and nice guy, you can't help but not find him an amazing person. He would do anything for anyone, and I guess this shows it.
The bastard that did this doesn't even deserve a word in this piece. But now I'm at it, I hope he dies a slow and painful death. That is all.
I can't really talk about it much more. I'm going down the river to sit and listen to some Madina Lake and think some more. And obviously, pray to god that not just one of my hero, but a hero to everyone, makes a speedy recovery.
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"I don't want a life of agony,
I won't be another tragedy,
And close my eyes while everything burns".