I'm Drowning and I Don't Know How to Scream for Help

Thu, Oct 20, 2011 at 7:52 PM By: ur_fallen_angel

I dont know want to do. All i can do is cry. I dont know who to turn to. so I decided to write. I want to be alone but then i dont. I already feel so alone even though I hav friends that has my back. I i can do is cry. Im so stressed out. I feel so stupid and worthless. No one knows the dept of my pain. Not my boyfriend not my best friend not my friends. My family is defiantly out the question. Im breaking slowly but surely. I don't know how to get rid of the pain. I dont know who to turn to. I dont know if anyone will understand. I want to scream i want to cr. want to hurt someone. Im so fucking distraught. Im so fucking reckless. Im so fucking out of it. I need help to carry on through this junior year. Im losing hope fast. uggh! i ry to think about the positive things like the money im saving up to see papa roach for next tour and the possibility of meeting them. That always makes me smile. But dreams and day dreams can only last so long...

  1. MissRoach4Ever avatar

    On Dec 28, MissRoach4Ever said:

    hey cheer up!! we all have those days were we dont understand ourselves! but try to fight them up!!

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