Have u ever...............
Have you ever felt like you are running up an icy hill with roller skates on wearing 50lb ankle weights????
(Now that u have a wonderful mental image)
That is how I feel everyday. That I am always in an uphill race w/ everything against me. I set really high goals for myself cause I am never going to achieve them so what is the point in failing, right?! I am no different from anyone else who wants to see results or change in their life. But I am different in that if I dont see, feel, or get the result right away then I give up. Which is wrong and I know that. But I get up everyday (@ 5am) and I go to the gym, shower, get ready for work, blah blah blah. Same thing, almost at the same time everyday. (How exciting am I, lol). One day I will just get up and go to some place new w/ possibilites of a different life. Untilt hen, I am here, lol!