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  1. FAKE PPL CRACK ME UP!

    Wed, Feb 24, 2010 at 6:33 PM 2 Comments

    ok so ive been gone awhile but anyone thats anyone knows well that i had no control over that but i come back to the riot my one and only home! to find out like everyone on here thats joined with in the last 5 months is sooooo fake! for really get a life are you even fans or "omg im gonna post a pic of some emo chick in a bra and say its me then everyone will love me" haha yea right its easy to...

  2. JUST A CHEAK UP FOR MY LOVES!!!

    Sun, Sep 6, 2009 at 10:57 PM 3 Comments

    hey loves i just wanted to say im ok and had agreat summer i love you so much i wish i could ge onthe riot everyday but i cant.... but hey add me on face book im monica cook but most of you have my cell phone number so call or txt god you have no idea how much i miss the riot, its my one and only home, i feel like someone kicked me out on the streets and said good luck fucker and shut the door...

  3. ok so today was my last day and i promase ill keep in touch with you the best i can i love you so much there ae\re some people i wanted to say something to, marriam: baby i thank you so much you saved my life i wouldnt be here today if it wasnt for you kourtny: green jello sis haha ok i couldnt hold that back, i couldnt live without you sis your like my air jade; weve been thru...

  4. IM GONNA MISS THE RIOT SO BAD T_T

    Mon, May 11, 2009 at 11:35 AM 12 Comments

    ok i wont lie i just wrote that tittle and burst into tears. well as you know i can only get on the riot at school and well i gratuate in one day.... so i wont be on like ever i mean ill check in like mabe 4 times a month but thats like all i can do at the most untell i get my own computer bc my mom dosnt like the riot. so alot of you have my cell phone number or my msn or my email to my phone...

  5. WHAT A LUCKY GIRL

    Mon, May 11, 2009 at 10:14 AM 3 Comments

    you see her pretty face and say o what a luck girl but she just smiles and thinks, only if you had a clue the boys tell her she has a body from the gods,im such a lucky guy. but she will do anything for you to see the pain she hides inside she sits at home and cuts wrist praying to god she wont be that pretty girl any more she prays you see her drowning in pain but all are blind...

  6. ALMOST A YEAR CLEAN!!!!

    Thu, May 7, 2009 at 11:48 AM 15 Comments

    wow i never thought i would say this but im so proud of myself. im almost a year clean off of the drugs. i can beleave i fell into the hands of pills and cutting, it wont be a year untell the fall that i stoped cutting but this spring will be year one of being completly clean of pills, i have so many people i need to thank for this and i can never name them all but one name stands out the most...

  7. MY NIGHT MARES

    Wed, May 6, 2009 at 10:24 AM 7 Comments

    i keep dying in my dreams and i never dreams so this is odd, but each night i die or i kill myself, but each dream has to do with my brother, or someone i love like dream number 1: kendall and i are driving home and we hit another car and he dies i try and save him but i cant so i freak out and pull out his gun from the glove box and i die. dream number 2: my boy friend or my ex...

  8. A LODED GUN SOUNDS SO SWEET

    Mon, May 4, 2009 at 11:46 AM 6 Comments

    its funny how making life choices has you down on your knees praying for death. i dont see how people can handle this i know i cant, im sick on my tears and i miss my smile. i dont feel pretty when im depressed, i just cant win and if it wernt for the fact that people world wide look up to me i would quit the fight now. im not me right now. ive been fighting with my mom and brother over when i...

  9. HELP ME FORGET LOVE

    Thu, Apr 30, 2009 at 10:01 AM 6 Comments

    im sick of this i feel like shit all the time.... im sick of love or what i think love is, i cant make my mind stop i have a guy thati cant get out of my mind and i wish i could make it stop, i want to stop, i hate the feelings im feeling, i cant eat i cant sleep. im having night mares and i think its karma coming back at me for what i did..... but i wasnt to bad.... i dont know. so many guys...

  10. I KEEP HURTING THE ONES I LOVE

    Wed, Apr 29, 2009 at 10:23 AM 4 Comments

    so life is crazy right now and i feel like i just cant win and this time its not a matter of me feeling alone. i kinda feel like i have to much right now, and i used to be like that as a young teen i had a a fuck the world attitude and i loved it. but now im not alone and i im so worried about life right now that im pushing people away im not sure why.... they only want to help me but i am....

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