Fucked up feelings!
I don't know what happened to me... In one night my relationship became nothing... I felt emptiness in my heart.... You know "When You cut me in two I never thought I would bleed"...
I thought I'll find happiness and calm with my Guitarist... But... You know how is it... Our band is our relationship and we can feel nothing more to each other... Only "I like you..." It sucks! But what can I do?! I never end with my band. This is my world, my life, my love, my universe. This is everything.
So I came back to my ex-boyfriend. Maybe this time I'll be ready to stay with him to the end.
But I'm afraid I'll be thinking of my Guitarist for many days. Fortunately! We can see each other in our band-sale! ^^
Kisses for Ya! ^.-