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So today should be kinda interesting...I get to see my sister for the first time in like ten years. Well I guess technically she's my half sister but that doesn't matter. Anyway, I hadn't seen her since I was back in elementary school and honestly I kinda forgot that she was even part of the family cuz no one ever talks about her because she is part of the "bad" side of the family. Apparently yesterday she called and said she'd be in the area and wanted to see if everyone could get together. This isn't the first time in the last couple months that someone from family that I haven't ever seen or only saw once or twice has tried to step back into our lives. It's been a really weird time cuz I kinda want to see these people but I also feel like they abandoned us/me so on the other hand I just wanna say fuck em. I mean in some cases it's not their fault cuz my parents have never really reached out and have kept us (me and my brother) sheltered from them, but I guess I feel like you're still family and if that means something than put an effort in it and try to make it work. Whatever tho, I guess I'm actually looking forward to today but we'll see. Hopefully it won't be another time where I see her than nothing again for another ten years.