AlexBeatdown’s blog

  1. Just somthing to write.

    Thu, Mar 29, 2012 at 9:29 AM 0 Comments

    Hello, Another blog now. I'm pretty fine now my boyfriend is on his way to sleep with me in my house, tomorrow i'll sleep with him in his house. Pretty awesome start of the holidays! Or yes, until i get my rapport... And then the teacher will start again about annoying subjects. I think some teacher already hate me on my school and i'm there since 7 moths or somthing. Hell Yeah,...

  2. I can scream it out now.

    Sat, Mar 17, 2012 at 3:52 AM 0 Comments

    What do people want from me? Owkay, it will not such a friendly blog as everytime now, i just need to tell it somehow. Cuz, nobody of my friends know that i'm on this site. They will never see it. But still, what does people want from me? Come on, I hate this. I want to scream my fucking heart out! I feel like a toy. They just play with me. I think, i won't be long...

  3. Tokio Hotel-In Your Shadow I hate my life. I can't sit still for one more single day, I've been here waiting, for something to live and die for Let's run and hide. Out of touch out of time, Just get lost without a sign. As long as you stay by my side In your shadow I can shine.. In your shadow I can shine.. In your shadow I can shine.. Shine... You...

  4. Real love.

    Sat, Dec 31, 2011 at 5:39 PM 0 Comments

    I fucking found it! Hell Yeah! Weird sense to start this blog. xD But it's real what i feel now. I'm almost 3 moths together with my boyfriend and i love him so much! And i still feel the butterflies in my stomach. But the idea: Me and him on a beach. The sun is going under. I'm in his arms. The evening wind lows slowly in our faces. Omg, i want him now so freakign hard o.o I...

  5. Happy Newyear :D

    Sat, Dec 31, 2011 at 5:32 PM 1 Comments

    Haha, Yes, :D

  6. I'm only human.

    Thu, Dec 29, 2011 at 2:31 PM 6 Comments

    I want to start a campagne. And i want to call it "I'm only human" I don't know what to do about it. I just want it. It's like. I'm an emo and i'm bi. My dad always says that i'm ugly and that i have to be normal. People on my school yelling at me "emo" and such things. BUT I AM WHO I AM. I want to help people who has te same problem as me. You can mail me whenever you want if...

  7. Fallen Angels.

    Tue, Dec 27, 2011 at 3:50 AM 7 Comments

    "We scream! We shout! We are the fallen angels" The powerfull word of a song of the Black Veil Brides. I love it so much.. We're all fallen angels. We can fight the world as long we believe. Stop hoping start believing! As long we have each other, The people we love. We can fight everything Take joy in who you are. Like my bro, my best friend said. Angels have...

  8. Boyfriend.

    Mon, Dec 26, 2011 at 3:44 PM 6 Comments

    Today my boyfriend came to my house. PARENTMEETING. My mom hugged him. o.o Okey, That was fucked up.. xD It was such awesome day. o.o It's weird he fine my beautifull.. And say it all the time. Never somebody tried so hard to make me believe i'm beautifull. It's weird, cuz, i can be myself if i'm with him... How a big child i can be.. He don't look after it. Love him so much!...

  9. Parents.

    Sun, Dec 25, 2011 at 4:48 AM 4 Comments

    I have weird parents.. Don't know, i wonder when they will be proud on me. Like, yesterday, my dad, talked a half hour about my style. How bad it is and too many black and that it's ugly. I don't care about it. I am who I am. But still, i don't know

  10. David and Alistair.

    Sat, Dec 24, 2011 at 2:55 PM 0 Comments

    Just a little Thank blog for them. Omg, i don't know what i would do without them! They mean the world to me! Love them so much. Everybody says that nobody can do magic stuff and such things.. Well they can! Just, when i'm feeling sad.. They do their magic think and a smile comes on my face. They're so special.. And they are so beautifull.. They don't know it. But they are....

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