Most of my friends are back stabbers and they know that is what I think of them and they know its true. I have been hurt by them so many times its hard to count that high. I'm not the type to show emotions and, if I do they arent the real ones, but most of them, even though I dislike them, are the only ones who really know who i am. Ya I know I have been told so many times to get new ones but when you live in a town of this size and almost all the kids here you have gone to school with since kindergareden its very hard. They still see me as the cute little tom boy. I'm still a tomboy but I would say I'm more country grl / emo ya I know weird mixture. But oh well.