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the other nigh i went blank and started hearing voices in my head they told me to take a razor and cut my hand, and siad you will feel no pain. i did as the voices told me to. i thought it was so weird dream, because i didn't feel a thing. this morning i woke up with a large cut on my hand bleeding. i was terrified to tell my mom, if i did she would start making me feel super bad and take me back to the doctor who try telling me i was crazy. i never cut my self before that night, and the voices i hear always talk to me in a better way. i not sure why i didn't feel any pain at all, and why it started to bleed this morning. if someone can tell me why i will feel better