As it is, it should remain.
I felt bad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways they can't ever be fixed and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to suprise you as you grow older and you see the people in you life break one by one you wonder when your turn is going to be, ot if it's already happened. Too often we don't realize what we have till it's gone, too often were too stubborn to say "I'm sorry, I was wrong." Too often it seems we hurt the ones closest to our hearts and let the most foolish things tear us apart. My plan is to forgive and forget, forgive myself for being stupid, and forget that I've let people hurt me. I'm not going to stress over anything anymore, it isn't worth it. I tried to work it all out, but I was ignored. Im not trying to say I don't want that life back.. because I do. Im just done chasing after it. I'm not even to get mad anymore, I just have to learn to expect the least from the people I thought the highest of. I cared too much in the past to care now.