I know?..i have to go?...*sing*
okay guys and girls...so this happened to me:
Since a while i am by an psychologist,to tell ya why would be to long,but i can say it have a lot to do with my accidents,op´s,other things and this family shit...
I have a big problem with sleep disorder,and so my school notes are going worser and worser. AND than there is this thing with my grandma and now the Law has to talk with my dad..
i have the feeling my world is broking down! i cant go on and so my psychologist had the idea to bring me into an Rehab.
That would be like more than one month away from home and everybody..like holidays.
I have no idea what i should do! at first i would miss ya all so much! and than is the school and home...
my biggest fear is: what if my grandma die in this time?
I mean I am the one who keeps the family together,but im down as shit...I would go but on the other side not..
So what should i do? Stay or go?
Im so sorry to load this shit up here,but im so helpless and ya guys here helped me so often! BIG THANKS FOR THAT!!!!!!!
Lotz of love