Hybrid911’s Blog
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I was crying before I even got to the crematorium. Didn't sleep at all last night and I had nightmares when I did fall asleep about my grandfather who died when I had just turned three. Mum thought it was best that I stay at home and mourn here because it's not fair having everyone else see me that way . With me being absolutely shattered cos I couldn't sleep she knew I'd be extremely bad...
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Is the funeral. Jane is being cremated. This was news to me today when we were all discussing arrangements for going over to Castleford (where our family is originally from). It just makes me feel even worse. When I think of that, I just think of how they used to bury the plague victims... Call me old fashioned, but I don't want to imagine it... I just don't like the idea of her being...
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I found a photograph of me, Jane and her little boy last night while searching for photographs of my past Halloween efforts. Some say that you can contact the dead on Halloween. Personally, I don't think I want to even try it since I once did and Granddad came to me in a dream. I woke up crying with both sadness that he's gone and happiness he's watching over me. I do believe in life after...
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Everyone join the group I started 'Papa Roach come back to the UK!' just a bit of fun to see how many people want them to come back and who knows if so many people join we may have a good case for getting them back over here. Also I guess you can meet other fans from the Uk x Join here: http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=171457702020&ref=ts x
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I think I'm off out again tonight (I know it seems like I'm going out every night but why not if I'm on a gap year?) with the Fisher and the Garnett like I do nearly every week living it up! I hope our plans come through. It's Halloween! If they don't, I'll get a pizza and a tub of B&Js and chill out watching X-Factor... Hopefully were going to a nice restaurant with decent food. I want...
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Should I book my next one? Argh... It begs the question! I really, really want it but I know it's still in the drawing up stage and I don't want one too soon because my mum would go absolutely mental i've had another one done so soon. I want it before Christmas for sure as kinda a present to myself. I have the money and everything. I don't just wanna be booking it though because I can...
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It's Amanda's (sixxersworld) birthday today :D I would just like to wish her a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY and a congratulations on the new job :D You mean so much to me Amanda, you've helped me through so much and of course how could I thank you for Draccy and hopefully tattoo number 2 near Christmas? You're the best, honestly. Much love always x
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I have my money in the bank :D wooo!!! That's the most i've ever had put in my bank at once!! I could afford an iPhone 3GS (something I desperately need... sorry... want) or anything but I know it's not a wise decision. I need this money to live my life style and to pay my parents back for the money they've let me borrow for clothes etc since we knew my money was coming through. It just...
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http://jade-mccann.livejournal.com/ Forget Blogger... this is better :D x
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Omg!!! It got soooooo bad it wasn't humoring me anymore!!! He started messaging me his number on Facebook now as well and asking why I wasn't responding on twitter and trying to get me to tell him all my personal life.... Instead of being the bitch I usually am to assholes, I didn't respond to him. Luckily the internet is a brilliant place where you can actually block people and hopefully never...
