I can't help loving you.
Bloody hell I can't actually believe it myself but I still love my ex.
It was my fault for dumping him yes because i thought we had nothing left between us and i didn't have a clue what i was doing then.Deep down I knew he was one in a million he was almost perfect but me being the selfish stubborn kid i am though agh fuck him (not quite literally).So i go along and get myself this other dude and i only publicised-(if there's such word) that to him and his mates.
We do still talk but the conversations are almost always kinda dead and i know that he won't have me back because i've caused him enough shit and let's face it he can only be too good for me.I was in the wrong tore the guy apart and here i am sobbing my little heart out on paparoach.com.We were good together but he was all the lot better than me he wasn't so self obsessed which made him a fucking good lad.
On that Note.
Merry Roachmas and A Happy New Year.