Thank you my fellow Roaches. It's nice to be able to have somewhere to vent this shit out and to people who get it. You guys rock! Viva La Cucaracha!
What's the point. Nobody cares about my feelings, my pain or about protecting me. I am no longer trying to make everyone else happy.
My life is a disappointment. Nothing to show, just worthless. I don't know why I even both to keep trying, but I do. I have been fighting my whole life. Fighting to dream, fighting to not be another victim, fighting to keep my head above water, now I am just fighting to just be. Just to exist. When you have nothing, your dreams are just a reminder of your failures, where do you go next....