My life is a disappointment. Nothing to show, just worthless. I don't know why I even both to keep trying, but I do. I have been fighting my whole life. Fighting to dream, fighting to not be another victim, fighting to keep my head above water, now I am just fighting to just be. Just to exist. When you have nothing, your dreams are just a reminder of your failures, where do you go next. But at the same time, how do you give up when you have fought this long? I am hopeless.