how does it feel?
So much on your mind, and so little that you can do about it. Where has the time gone? It's all been wasted and thrown away as if it never even existed in the first place. They just don't understand, and it feels like they never will. It's like everything you've ever wanted has just dissolved in the palm of your hands, and there's no way to make it reappear . Been there, done that? Now it's all in the past. Just when you think everything couldn't possibly become more perfect than this, it all gets taken away from you in the blink of an eye. It all evaporates leaving you alone to cry. Alone.. surrounded by what feels like nothing. Just drowning in your sorrow and confusion, with nobody to save you, no one to hold you, no one to say, "everything will be okay." How does it feel? How does it feel, to lose everything you ever dreamt of your life to be? How does it feel, to know that it can never be yours again? It's gone...forever and there's no returning. What do you do? What do you do, when it feels as if you lost everything? as if you lost your reason for love, for life, for every thing perfect.. and it's all gone within a heartbeat. A heartbreak that feels like it never mends, a river of tears that seem to go on forever, a depression that cuts deeper than any scar? and now, it feels like you have nothing to believe anymore., you feel empty and forever alone, you feel like you lost your own existance. and all you can ever think is, "what's next? What worst could happen to me?"