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for anyone who is worried
Just wanted to up date you guys.. Let you know what's going on..
I don't have my computer on, but it is safe at my dads along with the book and everyone's letters. I'm going by in a little bit and I have nothing to do so I might try to dive into that and give me some thinking time. So no worries. I gave you guys my word and I plan on keeping it.
Now for those of you who didn't notice. I was told to "pack my shit and go" so of 830 monday morning I was packing. Untill yesterday evening when I started to move. I moved all my stuff out in a day.
All my stuff is at my dads house. I finally found a place for my babies (my kitties) and they are not happy. Well the twins will be okay. They have a whole new play ground, but I sure they're confused because I am not there. Wiskers the older one, my baby, a piece of my heart and soul is very upset. I can tell my looking in her eyes she feels abandoned and won't even look at me. I didn't realy even get to say good bye.
It broke my heart into a million pieces.
So I was supposed to sleep over my ex's house for the purpose of this we shall call him "J" well after all this I finally make to his house, about 1am (give or take)
My phone died in the car so I couldn't just call him, I was out side his house for 15 minutes in the cold throwing pepples at his window like a crazy person. Had this been a movie it would of been funny as fuck. Lol but it was cold and I had about one of the longest days of my life and now I'm making a romeo and julliet saga at one in the morning. But the pepples didn't work. So I peeped.. Waited a minute. Beeped again.. Nothing. So I went with adam to his house to charge my phone and ended up staying there...
Fucking cold. I woke up at 630 and I was like what the hell is that noise. Lol. I'm so tired. But I got dropped off at my work at 745 - 8am and stayed there till almost 10am lol just for my check.
Now I am at dunks with two bags of clothes. Writing to you guys. I have to change and walk over to my dads place t finish storing my stuff there. I have to organize it better....
And then I'm taking a nap. Or I might just jump into the book because I have a lot to do. Lol
What I find that sucks right now is that I have no where to go to during the day. I hang out at dunks enough while I wait to go to work, but now I have to fill the empty spaces in this place. I love it here but they will only allow me to fall asleep here so many times lmao.. xD
That was a joke. I fall asleep at my work and only my work.
On the plus side it looks like I'm gonna get that job at sears in the portrait studio. So pray for me.
I'm gonna go now.
If anyone needs me. Comment.
Ill respond. Sometime this year.
*note* if anyone has any questions about the book email me at messyair@tmail.com
Or here.
Might get to me faster on the first one. Idk.
Alright.
Bye guys.
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Comments
On Nov 21, synyster_wolf said:
I'm sorry things are so stressful right now. If you lived here in Cali, I would say you could crash here, and use my storage unit...but at any rate, I hope it all works out well for you! *hugs*
On Nov 13, wastedyouth said:
wish i would have known about the book. i would have did something too.
On Oct 15, !!~*STARS*~!! said:
hey im sorry things are really stressful for you it does not sound like fun at all!
i hope that you sort all of that stuff out! and ill keep my fingers crossed for you on the sears portrait studio! (i really hope you get it that would be awesome)
once again still working on my shiz for the book i promise it will be out soon! your going to get it and be like it took this long for that! haha! cause it really isnt that epic... but i will pretend that it is!!
thanks so much for everything and im here if you need me!! for anything!!!
good luck :)
On Oct 15, @BassNachosTacos said:
yeah the pebbles thing was funny, Just really cold from it lol
The book, hmm. Well my dates are rushing up soon (assuming they announce them sometime this year)
so i have to keep focused on it, and it kinda is my little escape anyway.
And i gave your guys my word and keeping that means more to me than anything. my word is all i have left really
On Oct 15, vern93 said:
well i hope u are ok and u find a place to stay : ) and dont worry about the book it will be there when u can get it done. and the whole pebbles at the window thing is kinda funny haah reminds me of when we read romeo and juliet last year XD anyways u know im always here for u : )