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I have to go into work @ 2PM. I would SO love to be sleeping right now - but I made myself get up so I'd actually have time to relax and spend time around my little brother before I leave. It takes a toll on me - because, well, don't get me wrong, I LOVE spending time with my boyfriend, but now that I have a job, I'm rarely home. The reason for that is, I don't have a vehicle and I'm saving up for one. He takes me to and from work (he takes me everywhere!) and his house is literally 5 minutes away from my job, whereas if I was at home, he'd have to detour 15-20 minutes, depending on the traffic, and then another 15-20 minutes to get back on that side of town...I'd be filling up his gas tank insanely then. (Yes, I fill up his gas tank, he's currently unemployed, and well...he only uses his car to take me places, LOL) - but I'm home like 2-3 days a week and sometimes I wish it was more, because it's over before I know it! Hopefully it increases from time to time soon, somehow. I'm missing a lot when it comes to matty and heather growing up! ...but it'd be different if my mom had a vehicle I suppose. She gets pissy with me leaving so often, but I kinda have to, if I don't want to spend $20-30 a week on gas (his car is a big fucking GUZZLER)...

BLAH BLAH. Things will get better, they always do some way or another.

Hope everything is going okay with all of you guys! :]