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Hey Fellow Roaches :)

I didn`t write blogs for a long time.. and the last ones were mostly sad ones...
but at the moment i feel really good...
Many things happenend, but at least not just bad things...
I started working again last week so i earn money and that`s great :D
I finally have my driving license and i can get my dads car because he can`t drive at the moment...
he had an operation but everything was good, but he can`t drive for the next few months, so i`m gonna drive with his car :d it works great! i drive to work and back home and shopping :D it`s awesome to have a car!

My job isn`t the best... but it`s a job.. .and it makes me feel good because i can do something... not like the last 5 months... i was just chilling at home and had nothing to do... too much time to think about everything...

The relationship between me and my mum is still not okay... but i accept that... there`s just nothing left to say.. most of the time she`s at her boyfriends house and I`m home alone... i really enjoy that... my friends come around often to spend some time together because some of us move to another city :( but it`s always funny when we`re together...

Of course, i still have some problems with my mood... i can be very happy and the next second I feel bad... it changes often... and my health... well... no alcohol for me once again... drank the last to weekends... i did regret it sooo bad the next day.. so i stopped dirnking alcohol again... i can do party without...

and I realized that i still can feel love :) it makes me happy... i`m not in a realtionship but in love... i haven`t felt this feeling for sooo long (i guess about 3 years) so let`s see how this goes on...

well i gues that`s it... just wanted to let u guys know (or those who care :D) that I`m feeling great at the moment and that I`m sooo thankful for everything!

Rock on!