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Another Sunday... Great... I'm bored and anxiously waiting for this day to come to an end. Is it over yet?! I feel like I'm starting to lose this fight that I've been winning all week. I haven't talked to him in almost a week. I was fighting so hard and doing well considering my condition. But now, I'm feeling weak and I almost feel like crying because I miss him so much. I don't want to give in, I really want to keep fighting. Weakness is beginning to take its toll on me. I need a good distraction and I need it fast! Maybe I'll just listen to some music all day and pray that I'll feel better.~*~