When I was twelve.

Tue, Aug 21, 2007 at 4:57 PM By: Traumend

I was one depressed mother fucker, I'll tell ya.. It's just so funny because I was twelve! Back then, I wrote alot of things down. . . Once I walked home from school. Clear across town. Here's what  I wrote when I walked...

"Do I really want to end it just like that? What other choices do I have? I'm 12 years old and they want to lock me up. I'm 12 years old and I'm going to commit suicide. This was my plan. This is why I wanted to go "home".  YOU DON'T CARE! NO ONE DOES!"

I'm guess I assumed I'd be dead by the time someone read it. But, you know, I'm not. xD;

Funnily enough, all I freakin listened to during that time was Getting Away with Murder. 

It's a wonder I didn't go a just slaughter everyone who pissed me off.

Nope, I smiled and pretended everything was okay!


That's what I always do really.  Know why? Cause it sucks being depressed all the god damn time! xD

Which reminds me of Mrs. Smith. She had a death over the weekend. I basically did too. Well, she's going off on everyone. I'm smiling and acting all happy! Even with the zillion unwanted hugs a day!


That's the first thing anyone did to me today.


I got to school and bam! Some dude hugged me.


Stop it, stupid! >_<





  1. cooky avatar

    On Aug 26, cooky said:

    long story
    un beso

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