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Our life ruiend in about 2 seconds
Tried to smile and love our life, think happy thoughts and be happier so our life could be the same... but it dragged us into misery, tears, blood and shame... Gonna go dark again and play bad cops with our life xXx
Written by: Rock Twins
So its like this... we just realized that we r two spare persons.. We had a dream which was slowly and successfully coming true, had support from our friends.. and when we needed to do the last step to victory we've never got out main support.. our family's support... can't go on anymore.... can't live anymore... everything we do is not good enough, we got straight As.. but we don't have the feeling that they are glad or proud... our knowledge and success are on a high level.. but no support... our dream almost succeeded... but.... no support... our friends are supporting us.. but that's just not enough....
Going darker every second.. having some suicidal plans.. which is not mentally good.... gonna pop every second... gonna change our life and forget everything........... Even quit our band... cause that was our dream...... but it failed in about 2 seconds..... Can't keep on living... one thing that is with us is music and friends...
Tragedy... strikes when you least expected xXx
We feel like we've been stabbed 50 fucking times and buried alive!
FUCK IT! It hurts to smile right now : |
[ BTW if u get a conclusion by this blog that we r emo... we r not..]
Comments
On Aug 26, RoCk TwInS said:
thank you for those strong encouraging words =)
On Aug 26, themudsharkinterview said:
You two are both cool and intelligent people. Straight A's; that's amazing! Whatever you do, don't attempt those plans. You are both gifted young individuals with a great sense of style, music and so on. Stay strong. You're got your Roach family at least.
On Aug 26, RoCk TwInS said:
thats right =)
On Aug 26, johnny.V Coby said:
no problem...here this site makes us ONE !
On Aug 26, RoCk TwInS said:
thank you for the advice =)
On Aug 26, johnny.V Coby said:
hey twins...same problem to me too...I feel like my family cannot cope with me, doesn't understand me and all those you've mentioned above...I know it's not as easy as it sounds but, PATIENCE...that's all you need to o right now...it works for me...it makes the time go by immediately...forget everything...press the delete button of your brain, and start refilling it with new experiences :D