Hey you!! I’ve been slacking it lately getting back to this site so sorry! Haha you felt bad for taking a week to write me back and I take a whole damn month! I’ve either been going straight to bed or attending some kind of event…graduations, birthdays etc. haha you’re a typical lusty guy then huh? I can’t believe you’ve never been in love! Well I guess you just haven’t met the right girl is all. When it happens it will be the worst and best feeling at the same time lol. Jesse’s taken a turn for the worse. He’s been going through my phone more lately cuz he caught me chatting with a guy playing Wordfued of all things. (I know you told me to get words with friends but wordfued is what all my friends are playing…if you download it my screen name is jessesgirl1024 hahaha I have no imagination) Let me tell you what happened. I started playing the first game with this guy and we were chatting about our kids and then the second game we got a little personal. The conversation went as follows: me: I’m going to the gym so I’ll play later. Him: ok I didn’t chat back just played my turn. Him: hey how was your workout? Me: good him: I need to go to the gym I haven’t worked out in a while (in his picture he is a beautiful, buff black guy) me: it looks like you work out a lot, Him: it’s a black thing, Me: I know I used to date black guys. OK, now tell me if you would start a huge fight over this? I need to know who’s crazy me or him cuz we got into this HUGE fight over this chat, to the point where he was about to leave. JJ got a party at Jungle Jak’s with just my parents and my brother and Nix and her friend it was nice. I ended up getting Jesse an expensive golf bag cart with umbrella and he loved it. I didn’t get to see PR when they went to Albuquerque it was too close to both of their birthdays : ( I’ll just have to wait til next time, whenever that will be. I still haven’t started with the weights lol I don’t know why I guess cuz there’s no one there to push me. It’s all on me to do it so I do what I do best and procrastinate. Has your friend stayed away from her crazy ass husband? Yes I’m teaching Nix the way of the Jedi and I believe she’s getting it! No man is worth crying over but your Dad. Speaking of your Dad how’s your parents? Is your Mom feeling better after her surgery? I have not seen Danny Woods at all and we’ve gone to the Lowe’s twice already, I’ve been keeping a low profile there. Lol I did go after the dumb ass when we were single but he took too long and I was really into him but some guys just don’t get it until it’s too late. Oh my God no I don’t talk to Art it’s too embarassing, I did see him with his wife or girlfriend or whatever and I just walked the other way. Hahha I wouldn’t ask Jesse that!! Are you high?! Hehehe I could imagine how that conversation would go down. I’m glad you were responsible with the morning after pill. Even I had to take it one time and it made me sooo sick but it’s better safe than sorry. OH MY GOD that is hilarious about the sister/sister thing, you men really are all the same hehehehehehehe My brother is still living at home but he’s saving money and trying to get a second job lol poor guy my mom isn’t the most easy person to live with. Yeah my first apt was 900 sq feet but it was really nice because me and Jesse moved in together. Wow sounds like the Big 4 was an amazing experience. : D I envy your concert resume!! Awww thanks for wishing me a happy mother’s day, I did have a good day. Well I’m gonna go to bed now, have a great day!!!

Marcito! Hello again. I have told him all that but maybe I need to show him? How do guys like to be shown they are loved? Girls are easy just get us flowers, chocolates and whatever else makes us happy. I could get him the set of golf clubs he wants but they’re about $600 and we have a birthday party coming up for JJ so we don’t really have that much lying around. Lol So if you could solve that mystery for me I would be forever indebted to you :D I’m gonna start doing weights for sure this next week, I keep saying I am but for sure cuz I want to get lean! Hehe I got a virus this Sunday it sucked ass but I lost 5 lbs …all water if you know what I mean. It was disgusting so I’m still recovering. I didn’t even go to the gym today, I feel like a slacker but I don’t want to have to come home because I couldn’t hack it. Your friend needs to get away from that loser husband. I don’t understand why girls stay with guys like that, he’s obviously not gonna change. I would kill Niki if she ever did that. I’m trying to teach her to not cry for any guy cuz there will always be another one around the corner. No Marc, guys came first according to the Bible so it’s guys fault. Hahahahaha how is Jessica Woods ghetto? I just associate the name Danny Woods with beautiful cuz he is so ya know? We didn’t get together because in high school we were always with someone else so finally I was single and I’m not sure what he was waiting for cuz he was single and he took too long so I ended up scamming with his friend Art (who I sometimes run past at the Walmart pharmacy cuz I’m at walmart once a week and I have to pass by there). Well that lasted about a month and then Danny started calling me so I quit Art because I really wanted Danny. We were outside my house one night and we were scamming and the damn nerd asked if this is how me and Art were scamming!! That just killed the mood and he took off. It was weird after that and he graduated shortly after that so I never saw him again until that day at Lowe’s. I’m pretty sure he doesn’t have a facebook because all these white guys come up lol. No I will not contacting him any time soon because I’m not sure I could control myself around him. :D I avoid that Lowe’s like the plague for now. Oh my God I know! Britney looks so hot! I’m so glad she got her shit together. She’s another one that let a guy get to her, but this one made out like a bandit. I wonder how much money that moocher is getting from Britney. I was a little embarrassed to go to her concert cuz not very many of my friends know I love Britney and the ones that do know don’t like her so I was stuck not going. Story of my life!! I need to find new concert buddies!! Marc!! How many times have I warned you about getting a girl pregnant?! Yeah, that morning after pill is expensive, I’ve only used it once and it made me sick. I hope it worked too. I’m glad you guys were being responsible even if it was after the fact lol. I know I was so disappointed to hear Godsmack cancelled too, I was looking forward to it. My coworker was trying to get me to trade days off with him cuz he wanted to see them too and I was throwing it in his face that I was going to see them so that kind of backfired on me. That would be funny to pretend not to know PR was gonna be in Albuquerque. That girl lives in a suburb of Chicago and she says that they’re always around there cuz one of the band members family is near there. I’m so jealous!! Yes! I want concerts to start at 8 in the morning that would be bad ass!! I would love for that to happen. No, the study was nationwide they just announced it on the Q but I wonder how they got the info, did they really go to all the big cities in the US and check guys out? Lol I’m glad your mom is doing better; back surgery is some serious pain. I don’t blame her for getting bored at home, I would go insane too. I think even if I won the lottery I would still work part time just to kill time. Ouch, hopefully your friend took care of himself the second time around, dang youngings hehehe. Yup I shot a gun and it was so much fun. We went to a Fort Bliss shooting range not to far from my house maybe 10 minutes. It had a lot of rules and stuff for good reason but yeah it was hella cool. I felt like Laura Croft or some corny character like that. He’s moving to some cheapy apartments by the mall but even those cheapy apartments are like a mansion compared to my first apartment. It was so ghetto but it was mine for 1 year. :D How was the concert?! I saw some pics someone posted on Facebook but I’m sure you have better ones :D Talk to you later.

Marky Marc!! Hello! It feels like forever since I last wrote. The last time I wrote I had less than half and hour to write you so it was super short. I had brought my laptop to work and the son of a bitch battery went dead on me!! I was sooooo mad cuz they opened up a new STAT lab in the ER that none of the doctors uses but one so the person in there literally just sits on their ass all night long. I brought my charger today though hehe Yeah I can’t stand not taking a shower at least once a day sometimes two depending on what’s going on, I would take a shower even if they said not to. You’re absolutely right, the stuff we take for granted is crazy when they take it away. I liked doing everything by candlelight, it was soooo romantic. Wink wink! I do have a million candles so they finally all got used. It was funny cuz one part of the room would smell like jazmine and the other part of the room was vanilla. As much as I liked it though I don’t want to go through anything like that again, it was kind of scary with people going apeshit. Me and Jesse actually got into a huge fight over me using the weights cuz he said I liked the attention and that I went over there on purpose to get all that attention. I was like Helloooo! I’m so not the type to even want someone staring at me so I was deeply offended by that. He’s getting super jealous now that I’m getting more attention like that. I tell him it’s not my fault dammit! He thinks I’m gonna up grade to a hot guy lol I try to tell him hot guys are full of themselves and that it would probably be a down grade. He’s funny, I don’t know what to say about him. I liked doing the weights though I felt super strong and I was sweating like crazy so it must be doing my body good. I think I’m gonna go and just tell him I’m not doing the weights. Another thing to hide ;( I know! Hahaha those body builder types are so disgusting, I don’t want to get like that or even like Madonna just not to be jiggly :D I want a tight little body! Whoo hoo sexy!! Haha It’s sad to see couples get married young and divorce young because it’s like they wasted all their time with that person. I hope she sticks to what she says cuz it doesn’t look like that guy is gonna change his habits. Guys are pigs at least if girls treat guys like a piece of meat then they are just trying to catch up on all the years guys gawked at us girls. Most girls are sweet and innocent…most. Hahaha Nah I don’t have to impress him, he always has his hands all over me :D I’m just saying my Grandma said never go anywhere without your make up and hair done cuz you never know who you’re gonna see. The one and only time I went all shitty out in public my crush from high school saw me!! I was sooo pissed cuz he’s still very sexy. Speaking of sexy tell me this isn’t weird. I went to Lowe’s with Jesse and we walk in and I see this beautiful black guy that looked so familiar to me but his name or where I’d seen him wasn’t coming to me. He looked like he recognized me but I couldn’t tell where I’d seen him before. Well, Jesse yanks me away and it dawns on me that the guy was my other crush from high school! Jesse is super jealous of him cuz he’s exactly my type, he even thought that we had done the deed but we never did. Anyways they announce over the speaker, “Danny Woods, DANNY WOODS TO THE FRONT DESK!” I don’t know about you but I have never heard the employees being called by first and last name over the speaker. Oh my God Jesse was soo tense, I was thinking “great, I’m gonna get an earful when we get in the car!” So we were pretty quiet and half way home he starts with the 20 questions. I thought I was gonna get away with it but no. God he still looks good! He had hair that’s why I didn’t recognize him because he was bald in high school. Yes my Mom forgot it was Valentine’s Day but she made up for it a week later cuz I wanted to go to a concert and it was 16 and over so she took care of the kids for me. Hahaha Marc Jacobs had a clearance sale that’s why I got that clutch but hell yeah I’m always a great wife. My best friends’ husband is always asking if he could marry me or at least move in with me cuz I take care of my business. My best friend doesn’t like that he says that stuff cuz she’s kind of the opposite of me so yeah, I know it hurts her feelings. He’s an ass like that though. I went to my spa day already it was great but I don’t think I’ll be going back soon the manicure girl was a bitch but the pedi girl was nice and I watched what she did so my piggies are gonna be taken care of by me from now on :D I’m thinking about taking my Mom for Mother’s Day though, it was very relaxing. Oh my God yes you need to eat at both Famous Dave’s and BJ’s because they are both soooo good. If you think Fudruckers is good, these places will blow your mind. So are you still seeing that stripper girl? What’s up with your love life boy you never talk about it. Or is it cuz there isn’t anyone? Have you come to EP to gamble anymore? Godsmack is coming on the 20th I can’t wait!!!!! I saw Skid Row and Slaughter when they came it was a great flashback. Are you going? I love Ronnie’s laugh! Everytime I hear it it makes me laugh too. You like Angelina? Did you see the episodes where she was on? She slept with everyone! Hehe Well, at least you’d have someone experienced :D I can’t believe the JS finally is this Thursday!! I don’t want it to end but these last couple episodes have been kind of boring. I’m glad Sami and Ronnie broke up, they already look 100% better. Yes, Providence is right next to UTEP. Did she already have her surgery? When is it? Due Date is hilarious! I want to kick that guys ass so bad cuz he messes everything up. How did you like it? Well I’m gonna go to lunch now so I’ll take to you later. Have a good weekend!

Markito!!!!! Hello! I’ve been thinking about you but I haven’t had time to get on here, did you guys get affected by the freeze? Geez they called off four week days from the schools and the entire city was on hold. Almost everyone’s pipes burst it was a mess, first the electric company was like we don’t want you to use any electricity and they had rolling blackouts then the water company is like “don’t even take showers” it was crazy! I’ve never lived through anything like that. I felt like I was in a third world country or something hehe! Yes I believe that men as well as women let themselves go once they’re married because you vow to “love each other in sickness and health…” They mean the diabetes you’re about to develop because you’re gonna eat yourself stupid. Haha You already have a piece of paper telling you that you’re stuck with someone for the rest of your life so you don’t have to care what you look like anymore. Lol Well see that’s where boys and girls differ, we want to make sure we love the thing we’re buying before we buy it. Of course we’re gonna take forever to shop ? I was amazed when Jesse said we needed to budget $200 for Valentine’s Day, I guess I better get him something better than the skimpy outfit I was gonna wear! See? I lowered my expectations and he amazes me! I’ve been thinking about what you said about not having the time and energy for a girlfriend and I think you are making a good decision for yourself. You are focusing on yourself and that’s something I never got to do so don’t listen to me when I’m pressuring you to get a girlfriend. High five!! You should go for your masters because the higher the degree the higher your pay will be, trust me. No, I would never home school Niki, I’d be like do your homework later let’s go see a movie. Hehe I think you’re right she needs to experience all that high school stuff, that was the best four years of my life. Hmmm, since you lost that amount of money at the casino you pretty much even out so you should will about $100 next time you go. Oh my God I love what’s going on in Jersey Shore this weeks episode should be a really good one. This whole season has been really good and drama filled. I just want to slap Sami and Ronnie and tell them to break up already; they are the most dysfunctional couple ever in the world. Haha what are they gonna call it Italy Shore? I don’t think that’s gonna work :/ yeah I don’t like Skins it is high school porn and it’s stupid just from seeing the commercials. Skins is one of the scripted shows and I think I remember reading that they are slowly get rid of the reality ones and introduce an all scripted channel. No I haven’t made up with my cousin I haven’t seen her since the weekend before we got into that fight. I don’t feel so bad anymore I’m over it so I don’t know what’s gonna happen when she does show up to my Grandma’s house one Sunday. Is your back still hurting you? If it is you need to go to the doctor now before it gets any worse. Why are guys like that when it comes to the Dr.? lol I saw Gabriel Iglesias at the Abraham Chavez Theatre and yes he was mad at me. He kind of yelled it so it embarrassed the hell out of me. I was so butt hurt! ? I’m scheduled to work the day of the Korn/Disturbed concert!!! I’m so mad, all the good concerts I don’t hear about until it’s too late to ask for PTO. OH SHIT!!! You’re gonna go to the Big 4? Oh damn!! I’m glad you’re living your life with all the fun stuff you do. I’ll have to experience young life through you ahahahhahahaha. Have fun, be careful!

I told you life after 21 just flies by lol. Before you know it you’ll be in your 30’s like me. Yup Jesse was with me for the second half of my first week so I was pretty busy with Christmas gift buying and stuff. Like you said it was jam packed at every store and I had a hard time getting stuff done, I’m usually pretty efficient. Haha yeah it would have been a looong ass week if he found out about this site, I would have to hear about it every damn day! Your Christmas sounds like it was great, that’s a lot of stuff. I love money and gift cards, especially gift cards cuz with money you usually use it for something you needed money for anyway but gift cards make you spend money on yourself. Did that make sense? Lol I got a matching Dooney and Burke wallet to my Dooney and Burke purse, Linkin Park CD/T shirt combo and new phone. Jesse and the kids were spoiled rotten, I love giving presents more than receiving for some strange reason. I couldn’t wait for them to open their presents. Jesse ruined my Valentine’s surprise he said he’s planning something so I had to give up my plans. I wonder what he has planned. Which reminds me you were supposed to have a girlfriend by now Mr.! : D Yeah you’re a guy and you have needs just be careful who takes care of those needs, it’s exactly like you said if she’s easy she’s probably been with a lot of guys. I think you and your friends need to club in El Paso a little bit more so you can meet some hotties. When the “night of debauchery” happened I was looking around at all the people and there were only a few pretty people and the rest were so plain or just straight up ugly. I don’t know why but I always pictured the club scene with nothing but pretty people. I feel bad for single people in El Paso, there’s not much to choose from. Are there lots of pretty girls at your school? How much longer do you have for school? I know you told me but I forgot…. my mind’s like quicksand these days, nothing sticks. Hehe I think there is a University but I would imagine there are few people there since the drug cartels are holding up classrooms (elementary all the way up to high school) for ransom. I know forgiving is the right thing to do but I hate fake people and liars so I tend to not pay attention to very many people. I only have one really good girlfriend and Jesse that I trust with all of my deep dark secrets. Haha how about you? How did you do at the casino? You’re so lucky maybe I should rub the top of your head for good luck hahahhaha I would have been just as excited as you were, I probably would have cried. You’re New Year’s resolution are very achievable I’m sure you’ll do great. What classes did you get C’s in? I have to tell you I already broke one of my New Year’s resolutions. I got into a facebook fight with my cousin, I feel so stupid and low for letting myself stoop to her level. We were fighting over the fact that she still smokes even though she’s 7 months pregnant and then her friend joined in and then all three of us were going at it. It got personal and some pretty low blows were thrown I felt like shit the next day. To make it worse all of my family saw what we were saying which made me feel doublely stupid for fighting with a 17 year old. We Scorpios can’t be perfect all the time right? Oh well, whatever huh? Lesson learned, don’t friend your family on facebook and/or don’t tell them anything when they’re doing something really stupid. Haha Well I’m gonna go jump on the treadmill for a bit have a good day until next time! Take care! Go find a girlfriend! Bye! :D