shadelight’s blog
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I haven't posted anything in forever!! Well I've been in school so busy busy all the time with calculus homework (I should actually be doing my reading for AP Literature but.....I'm tired so sue me) and I've actually applied and been accepted to college. Fuck I'm nervous. Take it one day at a time I guess, but leaving home for the first time.....it's fucking scary man. Oh and I'm also giving...
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My mom got her ultrasound done and got the results in. She has 2 cysts but both are benign!!! Scariest time in my life. Happiest news I have ever gotten. Haley \m/
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I found out just a few days ago that my mom has a lump in her breast that might be cancer. She is having an ultrasound soon to see if its benign or not. Her mom got breast cancer right around the same age and she died before I was born. Scariest moment of my life....I dont know what I would ever do without her...
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Well today has kind of sucked....I've been in bed allll day AGAIN! My chest pain has been pretty bad (heart valve is all bent outta shape) so I'm fucking exhausted. I managed to entertain myself by looking at some P-Roach stuff on Youtube but I really hate being stuck inside......but I'm fucking DETERMINED to at least go to the movies tomorrow! I refuse to let a stupid heart defect rule my...
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Anyone else catch the live chat today? It was pretty badass! Can't wait to get my hands on all those new songs! All the guys are really cool and I hope they do it again sometime. I do feel bad that Jacoby had to suffer such a heartbreak though. He's such a kind, cool, and sweet guy...feel bad for his kids too. I hope things look up for you Jacoby! Peace Out ~Haley \m/
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Not much happened today but I'm so excited to hear the big news from Papa Roach! I'm sure we all are!!! Peace Out! ~Haley \m/
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So we (me, my mom, and my stepdad) were on our way to see a movie today. I started daydreaming about Papa Roach (like I usually do since I'm almost constantly daydreaming anyway) when suddenly....Last Resort starts playing on the radio!!!! Magic right?! I shouted "Hell fucking yeah!!" (which earned me some weird looks) and started fucking jamming! Anyway I thought that was pretty awesome....
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So just had to share something with you people that read these (if you exist): We were making dinner which included fried polenta (which is awesome) and I always manage to get splatter with some fucking hot grease/oil/whatever whenever something is being fried, so I was keeping my distance. When it was done and the fire was OFF I went over to get my piece and was still 5 fucking feet away...
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Alright so lazy days are nice but there is only so much I can take! Hopefully going to get out of the fucking house tomorrow so I stop doing stupid shit for no reason......I think I am actually addicted to solitaire now. No bullshit I started dreaming about playing solitaire...that's when you know you gotta get the fuck outside! So yeah hoping to catch a movie, hang with friends maybe, and try...
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Now I've never really thought of myself as a computer nerd but I suppose everyone has a nerdy computer day. For me that day was today! I finally got the adobe flash player incident resolved and so the internet is once again my best friend! My hair might look like a tumbleweed but we all need those lazy days where we really have nowhere to go and don't have much of a drive to do anything. Having...
