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time has gone by despite my heartache. at first it felt as if the world stopped and the it sped up. its been over a month now since you left me. now im getting mixed signals. i dnt know what to make of them. are you trying to tell me something or is this your way of being friends? i wish i could figure this out. i need to make sense of this. cnt take not knowing, not understanding. i cnt help not thinking of you. cnt help thinking theres something btwn us. feeling the spark within us. having these feelings for you is tearing me apart. knowing you may not share the same feelings. i cnt forget what we had. i cnt forget our first kiss, the moments we shared, wishing we could be together. hoping it would be the way it used to be. y cnt it be that way? just see what we had, realize that i want u back. understand my feelings.......still time goes by but yet nothing changes.