apoeticheart’s blog

  1. this is me

    Thu, Dec 23, 2010 at 10:15 PM 0 Comments

    come and look inside my mind but what you find you might not like what you see is what you get and you wont look again i bet just for you i'll keep it brief you do you and i'll do me you hurt me and i'll hurt you thats just the way i do i can be cold just like ice or i can be warm and real nice ive been through a few life storms hell it was a storm as soon as i was born...

  2. these monotonous days

    Tue, Dec 21, 2010 at 2:08 PM 0 Comments

    stuck in this monotony today the same as yesterday stuck here in limbo no where to go nothing to do except just sit down being made to wait it out pushed into this dry spell like being in the bottom of an empty well somethings gotta change let the clouds swell up and pour rain bring into this life something new so maybe my wish can finally come true

  3. new user name and pro pic

    Wed, Dec 8, 2010 at 8:30 AM 0 Comments

    hey to let those who are on my friends list know...my user name is no longer guitar_maniac. its "apoeticheart" same person behind it all though. just didnt want yall to get confused.

  4. an urban life

    Wed, Nov 18, 2009 at 9:50 AM 1 Comments

    a city full of swarming colors is all that is seen and nothing other bright lights in the night sky and no stars to be seen stopping the ability to look up and dream illumination is constantly strung disabling darkness to completely overcome its just a city life its the way of urban life

  5. a monster

    Mon, Nov 16, 2009 at 9:50 AM 0 Comments

    there is a monster that dwells deep within my being the more im pushed, the more it swells taking control of a heart that is beating a soul that hungers for a sense of peace it always shudders at what it sees eyes that look empty when they stare into the mirror what they stare at is me and it never gets clearer a terror that resides in a place it doesnt belong it rests...

  6. i wish

    Mon, Nov 16, 2009 at 9:47 AM 0 Comments

    wishing i could take it back longing for it to have never happened hoping that it will soon fade away understanding it was the wrong choice knowing that i should have listened to that voice inside my head telling me that i should have let it end i cant go back and change time i cant go back and change my mind i can only fix what i have done by leaving you and starting to run

  7. In the middle of Scotland, on the grassy hills in front of an ancient castle they lie. The sky as clear as a winter's stream, with not a cloud in the sky. The night as dark as a ravens feather's, so dark that it was almost blue. The moon, full and illuminating. The stars filled the sky, like small diamonds twinkling and shining in their own special way. Each one seeming somewhat brighter than...

  8. torn

    Fri, Oct 2, 2009 at 3:58 PM 0 Comments

    im torn between you and love that seems true wanting nothing more than happiness in your soul to see you smile but at the same time i want you to be mine having this fulfillment of desire longing for my heart to be on fire to see me smile *CHORUS* what else can i do then long for you there's no answer to why this emotion is so strong i want to hold on to you...

  9. emptiness

    Thu, Sep 17, 2009 at 9:56 AM 0 Comments

    it feels like an empty soul like a gaping black hole on the outside is someone who doesnt seem to care anymore what people see is an ordinary person nothing worse than but what it feels like is a barren shell what is inside can be described as a bit of chaos and a bit of hell there once was peace but that has recently ceased this madness within has got to come to an end...

  10. if time stood still

    Fri, Sep 11, 2009 at 9:48 AM 2 Comments

    if time stood still and you could do anything at your will what would you do would you mock those around you would you rob your enemy and strip them of their dignity would you leave them bare naked and bruised just so you can be amused or would you take the time to do something truly divine or do something right by possibly changing a life


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